imperFections

it feels like..

2012-02-06T13:32:00.003+08:00

music sounds better with you :)

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

heyyy, im home for the weekend. going back tmrw. sokay. hahaha

i'm in cheer this year. hope sapphire will win again :) hehe

okay taktahu nk kata apa.

KBYEE.

*makin lama makin bosan blog ni kannnnn? --"

it's elmo!

2012-02-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

COMEL ENNN :)

something

2012-01-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

about them that always makes them special <3

friends that can never be replace, forever

XOXOXOXOXO

voices in my head

2012-01-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

well, not in a good mood tonight. first, people! can you stop saying "ada org tu nk balik asramaaa~" idgad abt my asrama life anymore OKAY. before ni sedih, now dah jadi annoying! so pleaseeeeee stop! JUST STOP!

okay enough abt that. maybe i was tooooo happy last night. haih. idk. everything seems not right tonight. eerrghhhh.

i havent finish packing. so lazyy. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa what is wrong with me?!

i think i need to sleep. well yeah, BYEE

see you next time bloggers <3

XOXOXOXO

can anybody hear me?

2012-01-27T08:12:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

its been a while since my last post, i mean yg fa bebel. haha well, school started and january is almost over, well goodbye january, i'll miss you.

so my life as a spm candee is dayumn challenging? hahahaha my homework, times two. awesome kan? well, org kata "kene la berkorban sikit" hoo ye lahh.

so, the langkawi trip with my family was AWESOME <3 the paragliding was superb! the food was RAWR! hahahaha wtheck. i love everything. one family trip after a few years? ahahaha i'll miss that. thnk you very much mom and dad for everything!

so, school is about to start after one week holiday. but no worries! i'll be back on the third of feb hahahahahahahaha and yeah, i need to finish all my hw. hoho.

okay then, x tahu nk bebel apa dahhh KBYE :D

dude,

2012-01-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

u have to trust this.

hai

2012-01-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

IM PISSED.

GREAT EYY?

where are you

2012-01-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

BOYS?

everything is NEW

2012-01-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

so its new year. its 2012 and its going to be one of my year!! yes, spm candee. crapppp. ok enough.

2011 is not a good year. i know this year i will be dayumn busy, but i hope that i will still be happy :))

haih, faa malas nk cerita apa jadi sepanjang 2011. maaf. haha

so yeah, i'll be going to school on the 3rd of jan which is tuesday. well im nervous, scared, sad, pissed, happy a bit, and yeah the feelings haha IM NOT READY. tht explains everything kan? hahahahahahaha

so, i celebrated new year at aida's with icha. watched paranormal activity and the notebook. aaahhhh. i just loveeeeee romantic movies hahahaha ppffttt :p and yeah, i'll remember that night forever! it was scary.. kan guys?

so, thts how i celebrated my new year hahaha and yes, faa nmpk fireworks jugak dr rumah aida hehehehehe (Y)

maybe..

2011-12-28T12:43:00.001+08:00

its true.

i really really really need to

2011-12-28T12:13:00.003+08:00

lose weight!

not gain weight!

i have a

2011-12-28T12:04:00.003+08:00

great conversation with the boys,

HAHAHA

a little

2011-12-24T16:28:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

Miaaaa sayaaaaaangggg, Happy Sweet 16 Birthdayyyy! :D :D finally, umur kita sama k haha jgn gedik nk rasa muda lol. thank you so much for everything! u've ben there for me since standard 4! i'll remember our good times, bad times forever. well, biasa la kalau kwn gaduh kan? haha me love you! <3

well, hello people. im tired. badan rasa mcm penat semacam, kenapa? tahh. yesterday, i slept after maghrib, woke up at 10 to pray, then continue sleeping O.o haha cool gila kan? but still bgun lmbt pagi tadi. haih

neway dza, get well soon okay! STAY STRONG <3

cuz i'm just another girl,

2011-12-22T14:52:00.002+08:00

that makes the same mistake over,

and over,

and over ,

again.

but i have my friends to guide me, thank you.

네가 입은 웨딩드레스

2011-12-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

SAY HELLO TO THIS HANDSOME PILOT XD let me introduce you to captain ahmad iqbal gedik gila 2011 XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA okay faa tahu fa dah pernah post pasal dia yg panjang gila babun tu, but tonight kene post sekali lagi sbb die baru fulfill promise dia hahahaha

he's studying and he's a future pilot, insyaAllah :D kay he's one of my idol (BAL JGN PERASAN) sbb dia cm really really into his dream. bgus gile en? okay jealous --"

neway fa sebenarnya x tahu nk merapu apa pun, just nk ckp THANK YOU BAL :') terharu fa hahahahahahahahahaha

im waiting for this friday :p goodluck with that girl bal hehehehehehehe JANJI EH JGN SOMBONG DGN FA

k bye haha

so, happy birthday to..

2011-12-19T12:55:00.003+08:00

ME XD

OKAY. GETTIN OLDER IS....GREAT?

HAHAHAHAHA

finallyyyyy

2011-12-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

yeahhhhhhhhhh! im homeeeeeee! and im freaking tired. just got back from my kampung~

kayyy. tanak bnde mcm ni ulang lagi. past is past. PENAT SAKIT HATI GERAM sume tu dah lepas. please go. shhhoooohhhh!

thnk u aidaaaa. haha and yeah sorry aku lepas kat kau. glad u were there :)

neway,

HAPPY 16TEEN BIRTHDAYYYY PHUI YEE <3

omg, i miss the party XD at kfc. hahahaha

one song,

2011-12-14T20:50:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i lost my voice hahahaha not really but yeah, puas satu hari ni memekak mcm org gilaaaaa dgn hanee, bal, and ama :D ohemjee. haha first time keluar dgn diorang. it was funn! but sumpah penat berjalan -__- plan lain, but lain yg jadi. hmph. its okay lah.

tqvm guys. haha

see you next year lah kann :)

when i say somebody,

2011-12-09T10:52:00.002+08:00

then u say,

TO LOVE

p/s : say B I G to the BANG! <3

I can't..

2011-12-08T14:14:00.002+08:00

take my eyes of you, BOYS.

for her,

2011-12-08T13:58:00.002+08:00

bsimillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

KAK IMAH! SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI ULANGTAHUN YANG KE-(?) errrrr. OK rahsia! hahahahahahahaha love you <3

it is true

2011-12-07T14:32:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

okayyyyyyyyyy. im bored. seriously, i've been sleeeeeeping like a bear almost everyday. i know i should be studying by now, but im more like dying. URGH faaaaaaaa! next year SPM kot.

going for a jog with aid this evening hahaha ok hilang la bosan skit, mayb XD haha okayy taktahu nk merepek apa. MOM, LETS GO HOLIDAY PLEASE -___-

and yeah joe commented on my status >:D but he replied to everyone also. so, yeah. hahaha and why i am so excited? because im BORED.

k im bored.

BYEE.

don't mess with me,

2011-12-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

ESOK GREADING!

C'MON FAAAAAAAAAAAA :D

fact 4#

2011-12-01T16:51:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

FAA LOVES CANDY VERY MUCH :3

bal is going to kill me if she knows :p

hahahaha i love u too, bal XD

nothing.

2011-12-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER, HELLO DECEMBER :D

yeayyyyy (?) november dah lepas. crapppp! aaaaaaaaaaa! cepatnya masa ber-lari. zzzzz. oh i wish i have a time machine now. guess what, i'm a spm candddiii next year. YEAY ME! >//<

i need to revise everything. oh its okay, 1 year and ur out!

okay now im delete-ing people on facebook. hahaha it was fun. facebook crowded sangat! sorry people, but apa beza? bukan contact pun hahahaha. no more strangers on facebook! gahhhh. and i know someone is stalking my blog hahahaha so, pape je kau nk bgtahu org apa yg aku tulis tu, up to u :) but thx for reading neway :p

okay, i need to stop gaining weight. but freddo is sooooooo irresistable :3 hahahahaha go die, can't remember the spelling XD and i need to stop eating "fat-food" HAHAHAHA

neway, 30 mins more and he'll finished he's spm and yeah freedom for him. bagus lahhhh. jelous gila kott. pape laaaa. GOOD FOR YOU :D

so yeah, bbyeeee!

be good or be mean?

2011-11-30T11:50:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

ouchhhh. sakit badan! can't moveeee --" what to do now? sleep? ehehehe neway, november dah goodbyyeeee >:( sebulan lagi nk menikmati saat "form 4" yg org kata honeymoon year tu. hmmm. x berapa nk honeymoon sgt lah kannn. fahhhh, start studyy. holiday is over okay! wake up! :/

my dear sspians ladiessss, bilaaaa ni? can't wait! haha and to syameera and atty, moh le kl cpt <3

i need new shoes :p hahahaha tu kemahuan bukan kehendak ngehhh. and yeah i need moneyyy XD hahahaha dayumn, 100 dolars yg kerajaan bagi tu kan best if utk shopping. urghhh!

okayyyy i love my girlfriends and boyfriends wherever they are. hahaha and yes thats the truth <3 lol i need to stop making enemies because i need to. hahaha i need to be nice to everyone. thats better :) so people, i love you and im so sorrryyy. and you, nevermind, you know where to find me and i'll b there okay?

wooooooo! time please stop or atleast slow down >//< im not ready. well, not yet. hmph. k wtv.

starting from today will be my month of study. haih, kuat semangat! GO. FIGHT. WIN ahahahahahhaha crappppp :p

one happy familyy at homee

2011-11-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i'm home and tired. haha just got back from pahang. went there for a short family trip and it was okay :) this time, trip ni mcm "makan and tido and do it all over again" HAHAHAHA and i think i gain weight noooooooooo

tak tahu nk cerita apa. haha and first time fa nmpk katak yg boleh pnjt dinding time dlm shelle XD hahahahaha cool gila (Y)

and ayaaaaaah, fa nk naik kuda kt tmpt org tu. cool gilaaaa nk kuda kt gunung>:( urgh, i miss horse riding!

and i've been eating chicken the whole day :O see my body pun dah mcm chicken. cccrrraaap. i wanna go somewhere else with my family, hehe next time <3

how can you say no? :p

far far a way,

2011-11-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i would like to wishhhhhh..

HAPPY BIRTHDAAYYYY HARAA :D

thank you so much for everything,

hope to see you soon <3

TAKE CARE

XOXO

birthdaaayyy

2011-11-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

TO MY SISTERSSS >:D

Happpyyyy Birthdayyy

NURLIANA :D

tqsm for everything,

love u always <3

Happyy Belated Birthdayyy

NUR DZAFIRAH :D

can't wait to see u,

tqsm for everything!

love u always <3

messed up

2011-11-25T14:56:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

oh, i wish i could wear this prettyyyy heels by jimmy choo to school.

but only 2 inch heels is allowed :(

sad.

okay im soooooo boring!

what to do?

ramai org ckp fa dah terikat dgn "jadual"

means that kat asrama ada masa kene ikut,

smpai kat rumah fa mcm lost.

xtahu nk buat apa.

yeah mayb.

fa dah puas qada' tido. hahaha

eh, maybe not :p

im having fun talking to dean lately

hahahahahahaha

till then, byeeeee~

life is a race

2011-11-23T14:53:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

im bored. haha so i went to tkd this morning even my tummy says FAAA DONT GO

haaa, time tkd mmg perut sakit tahap rasa mcm nk lari and tido guling2.

haih, and yeah got to met syfh today >:D

its syarisa's birthday today,

i lost her number.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYA :)

happy lahh dgn life baru skrg,

hahaha

so people,

i wanna go watch videos~

BUHHHBYEEE

one day, i'll make u a believer

2011-11-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

say hello to my first original (?) wwf tee :D :D ehehehe i can't believe i get it for freeeee. heeee, so, big thankx to my bestgay partner at ssp Balqis Raihan Bakaruddin! i dont know how i can live without her by my side next year :( waaaa, sad.

seriously bal, this will be one of my fav tee and i will keep it until.......errrr. okay wtv.

so yeah, me likeyyyyy hehe

so today was....fun? haha after a few months x on the phone more than 1 hour.. today talked with dean for nearly 1 and a half hour XD ohemjeee. haha dude seriously, i had fun :p eh guess what, i only met him ONCE! tu pun one year ago hahahahaha but the way we talked.. dah macam bestbestfriend je (Y) he's one awesome dude >:) (JGN BANGGA SGT HAHA)

we might see each other at mekah next year, insyaAllah :3

act, i just got back from UM. went for a swim. yada yada yada! it was awesomeeeeee. lebih setahun okay x swim hahaha stamina pun tade daa :p neway, thank you akak :D <3

so, dza is coming back this saturdayyyy woooooheeeeeee >:D i want my presentS haha noo lahh, im glad she's back before im taking my spm :) why? just, i want her to know that im not ready and i need her? hahaha whatever. yeay yeay and my family re-unite this sunday and mondayy!!! that will be AWESOMEEEEEE <3 susah okay nk gather semua org haha. can't wait! thank you Allah :3

thats what we called, LIFE

2011-11-20T19:51:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

okay, 3 days of holidays had past.

nothing much. my body hurts!

because of taekwondo and muaythai, haha

since im in ssp,

im more like errrr... fakers?

hahahahahahahaa whatever they called me,

idgad :)

need to focus for spm >//<

seriously?!

wow fa.

haha

neway, i need to plan my holidaaaaaaayyyyy!

BYEE FREAKS :D

oh fyi,

salah kau. bukan kitorang.

if u wanna leave, MY PLEASURE.

HOMESWEETHOME!

2011-11-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

hello monster :D

DUDEEEEEE! IM HOME HAHAHAH at last baby,

after dah di-perli dgn kermit dan lain lain, akhirnya,

saya sampai di destinasi favvv <3

hoho.

thx mom! <3

penat my mom angkat all my stuff yg berat plus byk gile!

eh malu k, ada org kata brg fa lg byk

dr barang orang yg pegi haji lol

neway, anisaisyahbabyboo, TAKE CAREEEEEE <3

oh Allah, thank you,

can't wait to go there,

can't wait to meet my hero,

THANK YOU YA ALLAH

my all,

2011-11-07T08:20:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

for only a few hours,

we've met,

laugh,

gossips,

but takde pictures together,

next time kayhhh?

anis, TAKE CARE AND ALL THE BEST <3

nwa, all the best SPM!

op, all the best FINALS!

cant wait to meet u guys, soon!

hehe.

byk cerita hotttt kotttt :p

XOXOXOXO

bingu TOP

2011-11-07T08:16:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

act fa lupa nk wish my boo happy birthday,

fa tak blog pape pun pasal die,

eh sedih gila kann?

tak pernah kot mcm ni,

hmmm.

so this is my post on the 4th november 2011 - fridayy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI SEUNG HYUN <3

don't want this to end,

2011-11-06T14:53:00.005+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

whats up yaaawwwwwwww? yadayada! i just finished my finals. yeah, freaking release baby! wait. next year spm -.- ok wtv.

got a few papers already. some of it was expected but yeah,

a big dissapointment. hmph..

neway, yesterday, 5 novermber 2011, me, aida, mia, kermit and pidot went to buna for lunch :3 hehe it was awesome! my plan for aida's early birthday was okay. hahaha tq kermit sbb byr half duit kek :) it was an ice cream cake hehe.

after that, we went to subang parade. hahaha first time last minute plan menjadi kayyy :p went for a movie. paranormal activity 3 -.- (not sure abt the spelling) HAHAHAHA first time tgk cite mcm tu kt wayang , im so proud of myself XD hahaha

waaaaaaaaaa. malu gile time kt wayang, tp abang 2 org kt depan tu mmg lah terbaikk (Y) haha and time nk keluar tu malu kay. MALU GILE. bia lah diorang je yang tahu xP

neway, best gilaaaaa k. guys, next time jom buat lagi XD hahahahaha

LOVE U GUYS XOXOXO

its the end,

2011-10-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

in the name of ALLAH,

IM AWAY FOR A FEW MONTHS(?)
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY FINALS.
i just want a good results to make me parents proud!
insyaALLAH

sorry anis, x jumpa :(
i miss u :(

please pray for me,
XOXOXOXO

i am unbreakable,

2011-10-14T22:01:00.001+08:00

in the name of Allah.

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can't face me in the light
They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable,
it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can't see?
To reach my destiny
I want to take control but I know better

Forget the fear
it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust

i am more independant

2011-10-14T21:55:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

so im home after one month in ssp. finally,im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! but yeah, exam is in 4 days. its final exam! urghh, all the "fifteen" dah free la now. gosh. i miss my "aktiviti lepas pmr" last year. waaaaaaaaaaa!

hmph, no idea nk cerita apa. baru2 ni, ada problem dkt school tu. oh, and fa slalu sgt moody kt school. and i have no one. u guys know that i dont trust people easily. yeah wtv.
greading tkd on disember. JYEAH! BLUE BELT! CMON FA !

Ya Allah, fa nk success utk final ni je. top 100 dlm batch and top 15 dlm kelas is enough. please be with me.

wish me luck guys! and all the best for all the spm-ers :D ok its too early. wtv.

XOXOXO

wake me up when october ends,

2011-10-02T15:15:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i miss my drugs,

happyupcomingbirthday to :

MY BROTHER : FAIZ :D
ZAIM
KUGHEN
CHEAH YEE
WAZAHAN
MY BROTHER : FIRDAUS <3
AIDA SYAKIRAH

love u people, xoxo

so im home. until 5 pm only. hahaha eh first time fa outing :p rasa pelik sbb balik but tak tdo kt rumah pffftt. okay whatever.so, final exam is in 2 weeks. and yeah, im not ready. (typical me.) apa je yg fa dh cover? yg fa dh ready? yg fa dh baca? oh mcm xde je. WAAAAAAAAAAAAA! dah la soalan selaras sbp. hmph, cmon fa! YOU CAN DO IT! XD ok ss pulak. wtv its my blog.

on the 24th of sept, my school ada"3 in 1celebration" and guess what? im the emcee for the day with ida :D gahahahha at first i was damn excited. ye la, first time kot kt ssp. PD? haha bile dah makin dekat hari nk kene jd emcee tu, confident hilang. yeah, ppl talks abt u. they judge u. lagi sakit hati bile they dont trust ur capability. lalalala. oh the day went well at first. fa dah cm okay la balik. me and ida cm syat cool. but bile majlis penutup tu, hmph. tah. something yg fa tak expect langsung akan jadi. sad. but lets gone be by gone.

YESTERDAY, 1oct. ada walk for health at putrajaya :D it was awesomeeeee. haha me and 200+ sspians was part of it. anyways, i didnt win the ipod, home theater and the led flat screen. ok wtv. korang x fhm pun. haha just want u guys to know that i act had fun :p
so, pmr is next week, ALL THE BEST TO WHOEVER, WHEREVER :D
rindu zaman pmr dulu. next year nk spm dah! omg fa wake upp!!
im going back to ssp after asar~ lalala

till then,
please pray for my success.thank you XOXO
Love u ppl! I'LL BE BACK~

i always love holidays

2011-09-17T06:31:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

HAPPY MALAYSIA DAY TO ALL :3

-16 sept!

so, went to nik's and odah's open house yesterday. woo tiring. ewah. not really.

petang tu pulak, sarah buat "makan-makan" and she invited me. aaaaa! lama siot x jumpa dia! haha best gila. but fa pegi a bit late :p

ate laksa penang and it is damn good! (kt asrama xde kot haha) then,main game. ya Allah. sumpah, time tu dah x rasa mcm f4 okay. best gila! hahafor a few minutes, rasa semua problem dah hilang :)

anyways, thnk u very much for today!much love,

oh btw, thank you bal sbb teman fa the whole day smlm. fa rasa if bal xde, fax taw fa mcm mana -.-

so, final exam around one month lagi. doakan for my strength and success. love you all, xoxoxo!

mydearsspians,

from left - bal, me, ama, and dania!

bal first flight, HOHO (he's not in the picture! :p)

its not a goodbye

2011-09-04T10:59:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

hello monster :D

so, my raya ends here :( sadddd. act i had fun during raya. even for 5 days only.

yesterday was so tiring but damn fun! camwhore from 5pm till night with anis, yayah, and una <3 and the sooms finally buat comeback album hahaha ngek gila k :p

taktaw nk kata apa dah. not in mood, seriously. and fa x packing pun lagi okay

so, yeah. see you soon bloggers <3 doakan fa for my final and i can stay strong.

love you guys!

TAKE CAREEEE :D

kaupahal?

2011-09-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

"u are the main reasons why im moody, yet u still ask me why"

i just cant get it. haih. fa sabar okay :) sabar itu separuh daripada iman. waaaaaaaaaaa! need to keep that in my mind all the time.

currently watching beyond the blackboard. nice movie :) keep me motivated! cehh.

what should i do now? hmph, rest? yeah. but later :p esok confirm penat -.- xpe! demi hari2 terakhir kt rumah, fa sanggup. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

wow. byk nye merepek. hahaha. okay i love this month sbb kt calendar gmbr top <3 me love me love. gagagaga.

my wishing list is so long even i cant find the end! pfft. pahal english aku do? dah la next week oral, yeah rock on!

wtv, bye.

i cant deny,

2011-09-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

crap. holiday is going to end :/ couple of days left, haih.

so, raya is so tiring.

first raya until third of raya, i was at melaka :) the day i came home from melaka, mak long buat open house. so ptg tu busy habis! then, had an overnight at mak busu's place. today makbusu pulak buat open house. ate a lot okay! lasagna, fruit tart and chocolate cake <3 i also had an american breakfast :3 NICEEEEEEEEE. lol

tomorrow would be my family's turn for the open house. haha sorry, open for siblings only :p

and the sooms still x de gambar album :p soon, at my place okay guys? haha

crap. fa x jumpa kawan2 lagi during this raya :( not even a person okay. sad. HAIH. and thnk you for all your promises which makes me go nuts! and you dont even fulfill any of it. thanks to you!

im enjoying the last days of my free life. and i havent done my homeworks. NICE KAN? :D

toodles people!

its Raya lah,

2011-08-31T20:18:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

hello monster.

im not happy for raya. get it? NOT happy. why? urgh! firstly, holiday is too short. secondly, x keluar jumpa my friends, thirdly, kene balik ssp!

currently at melaka now. my cousins are celebrating something down there and im here, blogging. shit. im bored. should be joining them but im not in the mood cause someone just pissed me off. hello, i got it first!

i just want my school life to be over faster. pleaseeeeee.

and for the two people who loveeeee bugging me, please grow up! stop acting like a baby and start to use ur brain! eeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. why in the world i think i could have a better life when im in asrama?!

okay, i should stop.

bye.

stuckwithyou,

2011-08-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

hehe, im not at home! pfftttt. im here in bo's room and she's babling behind me with her friends :p (she's otp!) hahaha whatever.

im not going out with aida and fir :( sorry guysssss :(

so, we are waiting for op -.- kata nk gg mlm ni hahaha byk cerita kotttt :p

okay, im not in mood for raya -______- cant wait to watch beastly <3 and fa! study for final. urgh!

bal, final destination 5 okay!

toodles~

fact 3#

2011-08-27T07:09:00.002+08:00

SAYA TERINGIN BERGIGI BESI :B

idontcare

2011-08-27T06:20:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

currently addicted to 2ne1's songs <3

HELLO MONSTER :D

okay, im in a good mood this morning, please everyone, dont spoil my mood. gahhhh.

yesterday, i was so pissed. well, to open to share. okay wtv.

went to klia and on the way home, lalu tepi ssp. erk! fa almost tido then ayah suddenly "fahhh! ssp!" thx dad. gaaaaaahhhhh.

ramadan, 3 hari je lagi :( faaaaaa! insaf okayy.

maybeYESmaybeNO

2011-08-26T06:30:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

im homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hehe 10 days holiday which is never gonna be enough. zzzzzzzzz. oh, last thursday night, i didnt sleep! blame hani, alia, and zatil -.- qiam at 4.00 a.m :) *that means we slept for 45 mins only! haha sumpah buat keje gila malam2 buta. cm tah pape je XD tp best kot :p

pagi tu fa cm x berapa mengantuk sangat (fa pelik o.o) pack up utk balik. pg kelas, tido smpai pukul 10! haha sengal kan? then, kne pegi hall. ada salam raya bla la bla. hug almost all of my friends :) then, wait for mom and tertdo kt angsana dgn alya until 150 hahahaha

so now i home. house will be full soon :D yahooooooo! everyone will be coming home accept for dza :( cant wait for rayaa <3 but i'll miss ramadan for sure :(

whySunday?

2011-08-21T13:35:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELL MONSTER :D

whaaaaaaaaaat? its already sunday? :O gahhh. why sunday why why why?

haih, im going back today. cant wait for next week! MUAHAHAHAHA im coming home on thursday, yahoooooo! lol.

so, my mom is cooking spaghetti (?) for me :3 thx mother. lost love! hehe and next week, i'll be cleaning my room! :D :D :D

btw, i fell in love again with amber >//< oh no, im not gay! hahaha and daesung! jgn buat problem lagi okayy. bigbang, cpt2 la buat comeback :3

high high, im so high!!! fly fly up in the skyyyy!

see you on thursday :D

iwannabejustlikeHER

2011-08-20T17:13:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

THIS IS HANA TAJIMA <3

HELLO MONSTER :D

okay, fah, asl kau slow gila? ramai dah yg discover pmpuan ni. okay blame me. wtv.

okay seriously, this lady is so damn cool. she is hana tajima and i loveeeeee her style. she's different. muka flawless habis, style awesome gile. mmg ah rebutan laki kn minah ni. haha

okay fah stop babling.

me love her styleeeee! okay byebye XD

iniSiapa?

2011-08-20T16:56:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

what a boring day. supposed to go out and have fun with my girlfriends but everything was a disaster. i was so damn happy at first but everything change.

so, fa online la pagi2 buta just to cool me down a bit. and watch youtube. so many things i discovered about youtube-ers and they are so cool and anuar hadi is one of them.

well, fa taw fa noob cause die ni dah lama wujud kt youtube. just, fa baru tgk semua episode dia full (ok fa lmao) wtv.

i support him as one of the awesome-est youtube-ers in malaysia! iniAnuarHadi and he is awesome. ahahahahahahahahaha

alhamdulillah,

2011-08-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

psssss! guess what? fa dah khatam :D :D yadayadayadayada! hihi, seronok plus excited. (what?)

happy me :3

i can keep a secret

2011-08-19T20:45:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MOSTER :D

guess what? im home. haha and wow. i just had my mid sem-2. x nk cerita. okay wtv.

so this week, tak belajar apaaaa pun okayy! just add maths. haha

ohemjee. im in love with "can you keep a secret" by sophie kinsella :) like aaaaa. it will be AWESOME if my life is just like emma's hahahaha keep on dreaming LOL.

so week after exam mmg lah mari-membaca-novel-week kat asrama kann. well, mana2 asrama pun sama je cause u have nothing to do. nk bukak buku reference? HARAPAN lah kann. haha

i finished khalid al-walid ! yahoooo! i have no idea i can read that much :p haha

so, i want a guy who is/can

-treat me like jake harper did

-play piano like maxim

-strong and buff like khalid

-have a nice voice like bilal

-handsome like yusuf

HEHEHE demand gile lah kannnnn :p that is so me. like daa. ok. merepek haha

lama gila x update blog :p

even no one is reading, wgaf kan?

LOL

feeling better

2011-08-13T11:06:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

guess what? im homeeeeeeeeeee and im freaking happy! finished my exam last thursday and i was in the library the whole day during BA's examination :p hahahahahahhaha

so, syaffa is here. she stays with me during this overnight weekends. i have no idea how to treat her but i'll try me best :p (OW FAAAAA!) plan nk pg param smlm but it was raining. adoii. AND AND AND fa dh baca ex khairul fahmi's punya blog :O jealous gila kot diorang punya first love bla bla bla. and khairul fahmi sumpah hot time die teenagers like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. wait fa, mana nk letak syafiq yusof? :p HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh no wait! still love my bingu boy <3 HEHEHE

i miss my friends so badly. SERIOUSLY.

i hate sunday

2011-08-07T16:23:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

its already sunday, and im going back to ssp soon. haih,

so, im not ready for the test but i'll try my best.

cant wait for the school holiday

and i hope that this month, no programme during weekends. please!

waaaaaaaa. x gerak bazar lagi nehhhh! next week must go! :p haha

its raining, and that means ALLAH really knows how i feel today.

im waiting for 26 aug <3

till then, wish me luck.

"stay strong faa :D"

coolikedat,

2011-08-06T21:00:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

well, i have nothing to share. supposed to meet up wth aida or dam or sya today. but everything cancel sbb idk. im kinda busy qada' my tido today. hahahahahaha wtheck. i made keropok lekor with mom <3 kacau my maid cooking :p and i had fun with anin and una :)

now she's disturbing me. hahaha

im going back tmrw. yeah, wtvf :) i hate when people ask me "bila balik sana?" urgh. ok wtv. fa be nice, its ramadan okay -.-

next week exam. and guess what im having for the first day? BIOLOGY, PHYSICS AND ADDMATHS. well, i love ssp :) F.

wish me luck!

bigbang is coming to msia this month? :O TQ FOR COMING SO LATE.

"nobody is perfect, i am nobody, so im perfect"

LOL.

itgoodtobeathomeathome

2011-08-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

guess what, IM HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D yeaaayyY!

after one week fight dgn homesick, atlast. but mom and akak, sorry tgu lama :(

so, next week, im having my monthly test. Ya Allah, im so scared, yet i havent study >//< but i want to success. dream on fah!

ok, otak blank x tahu nk tulis apa. just, congratulations damia, syarisa, nasrin, syzna and mia :D <3 please make kjians prefects proud :D wohoooo. but im sorry about the "you-know-who" hahaha

im enjoying my holiday, BYE :D

iloveramadhan :)

goodbye

2011-07-24T14:25:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER! :D

will be leaving soon.
will be back in 2 weeks time!
RAMADHAN, i wanna see you cause i miss u <3
take care people.
i hope that the easy maths will helps me :(

goodbye kj, hello ssp.

me love

2011-07-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

hi, im bored. guess what, i haven't done my homework and im going back tomorrow :D cool~

so today, ayah dah discharged. alhamdulillah he's fine :) hehe i want to update my blog mcm roy! aww! anyway, fa dpt present dr hara and sumpah awesome gileeeeeeeeeeeee. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

lama gila x jumpa kawan2 kj. rindu gile. lama gila x menggila. mmg gila la kan. ok rindu la dioranggggggg! haih, cuti 3 hari x pernah cukup taw! akhir tahun eh korang, reunion pleaseeeeeeee <3

btw, bal. i hate you. hahahahahaha ok wtv. and she can go die and leave bal with his dream. haiyooo. rasa cm nk bgtahu satu dunia je cerita bal psl dream die yg mmg cm WOW tu. and bal, i'll be waiting okay. u promise me something that i will remember FOREVER.

esok ahad. what is that supposed to mean? SSP! (f!)

im not stupid

2011-07-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

ok this movie is awesomeeeeeeee <3

sory for the picture quality, haiyoooo.

wtv pun,

AKU TAK BODOH!

fact 2#

2011-07-23T07:40:00.002+08:00

i smile to cover my sadness

still breathing

2011-07-23T07:30:00.004+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER!

hey readers! sedar x sedar, its almost 4 months im i ssp. LIKE WHATTTTTTTTTTT?! HAHA i knowww. so, apa nk share? mcm byk sgt cerita and i dont know where to begins :3

first, congratulations sapphire :D "spirit of eagle, shine on, sapphire!" haha sports day tu la first time fa stay up, x tdo langsung! fa, hani and zatil duk padang and a few others budak house lain. karaoke non stop for 3 hours! awesome gile kan? haha. lps tu, mlm tu dgn hujan lagi, mmg sumpah la dam mcm dlm potc -_- but it was an awesome experience.

lps tu, ada fire drill on 2 am hari apa tah, lupa. mmg sumpah la cm bangang! nasib baik fa tak rentung. HAHAHAHAHA. what else? OH! me and hani had fun on friday, last week bfore this overnight. better keep it secret, takut ada org yg tahu xP then, what else? rindu tgk fireworks dr dorm. MMG AWESOME! hahahaha

ok, enough with the laughs. my dad is in the hosp. and im so worried but i know he's strong :)) AYAH, FIGHTING! <3

nanti la, bila dh taw nk cerita psl apa, fa update lg if sempat.

btw,

WELCOME HOME AKAK :D <3

FLY HIGH IQBAL :D

love, ffh.

birthdaywishes

2011-07-03T12:46:00.002+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HAPPY EARLY/BELATED BIRTHDAY TO :

1.DHINESH
2.ASSYAMRIL
3.ZAHIER
4.AMEEN
5.ESTEE
6.HAKIMI
7.SHIRO
8.NABILAHTIAR
9.ASNIZA
10.ANISAISYAH <3
11.AZIZI
12.SYAHMIBOB

thank you for being an AWESOME friends <3

with love,
ffh :)

fact 1 #

2011-07-03T12:38:00.002+08:00

i can cry easily

youknowme

2011-07-03T12:27:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

org kata, kalau duk rumah sorang2, partaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy! tp, fa kata, kalau duk rumah sorang2, lg best tidooooooooooooo XD booo. me love sleeping haha even wan kata fa punya tido kalah bear :p well, my sleeping schedule is so mess up! so need to qada' lah bila ada masa free :p

yesterday, went to brother azim's wedding (abg aidaowly!) dkt kastam :] balik dr rumah je tros rushing siap2 (xsempat siap sgt pun) then, odah dtg jemput :) and after ONE MONTH, FINALLY DPT JUMPA AIDA.N :3 weeee haha. fa lepak smpai wedding hbs XD omg gila x malu kan, hahaha went to tennis court kt kastam dgn kengkawan. lepak, snap gmbr, lepak, jerit2. haha then, went home :) had maggi for my dinner :3 NGEHEHEHE.

and now, i miss yesterday. haiyoo. im going back to ssp today with hannah since my FAMILY arent here at home. im all alone.yaiks! sorry and thnk u hannah!

p/s : if they know what happens yesterday, i'll be dead! noo!

BOOOOYAH! i'll be home next week! >:D
hari bicara akademik on the 9th, teachers, pls be nice :B

this is life

2011-07-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

in the name of Allah,

There is no word as beautiful as ALLAH.
No example as beautiful as Rasulallah(SAW).
No lesson as beautiful as Islam.
No song as melodious as Azan.
No charity as meaningful as Zakat.
No encyclopaedia as perfect as Al-Quran.
No prayer as perfect as Namaz.
No diet as perfect as fasting.
No journey as perfect as Hajj.

friendslove

2011-07-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

in the name of Allah,

i miss everything <3

freefreefreebutimnotfree

2011-07-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

in the name of Allah,

baaaaaaaaaaaalllllll! im happy for you. hehe ye, pelik fa tibe2 ckp mcm ni. fa pun pelik. but see! told ya 2011 will be better :D :D and u still owe me wedding dress. urgh.

oh, im going back tomorrow. no fun, seriously. ADOI. but yeah, next week tu balik lagi. hehehehehehe balqis! lagi 9 jumaat :D <3 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i miss my family vuhhhvuhhvuuhhrrryyy mucchhh <3
i miss the sooms vvvevevevevevvery mucchhh <3
i miss kjjjjiaaannnnsss veveverryy muchhh <3

p/s ; lets partaaaaaaayyyyyyyy :D

this is fantasyy

2011-07-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

its been awhile. a month act. now im finall homee <3 but im alone. haih. but yeah im home, thts the most important :D

so, i would like to wish happy belated birthday to ;

1.FARISJAA
2.AMEERAH
3.HANIFF
4.JAMJAM
5.ANWARE
6.EREEN
7.EMY
8.SYAZA
9.NIK NUR AINAA

-may ALLAH bless all of u <3

life is always awesome

2011-06-11T13:00:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

hello monster :D

"its so flufffffyyyyyyy" HAHAHAHA omg, i wish i have a sister just like her <3
well, today will be the last day of holiday FOR ME. since im going back tomorrow. haih, kadang2 tu rasa mcm "ala, balik ssp je, dah biasa" kadang2 rasa mcm "xnak balik ssp!!!!!!" but yeah. nak ke tak, i dont have a choice. kene balik jugak ssp tu. so, jgn gedik2 lah yee...faaa. aduhai.

whatever i did during this holiday is awesomeeeeeee even satu hari tu kdg2 tido je XD balik nanti nk update lagi movie2 yg best, hehehe. btw, i have a mission :D aida tahu la kott. if dia still igt. haih, tah mcm mana nk complete kn mission tu pun fa xtahu. muahahahahaha!

so, enjoy ur past holidays in your dreams! hehe kjians, take care <3 and guyssss! thx for everything! sumpah best lepak. even tempat sama hahaha mcm x biasa je kannn :p nwa, opee, take care! anis! bulan 7 ni visit fa okayyyyy. fa tunggu XD hahaha

p/s : bigbang's concert in malaysia is just a rumors. ouch!

EASY A - I LOIKEEE <3

love,ffh

crash and burn!

2011-06-09T13:02:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

oh sore throats hurts! >//< dah nk balik asrama, byk la sakitnya :p hahaha "bila mula sekolah, demam pun dtg lahhh" well, thats normal lah kan for a students? hahaha oh homeworkS x siap lagi la shiallll. elok sgt lah tu, fa :)

i wanted to watch super 8 so much, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and finally, i am sooooo over it. geeeeee. ohh, aidaaaaaa, bila lg boleh jumpaaa? :( and x jumpa mia pun lagi, hmph. why u have to go holidayyy? u know i love u :(

oh, lepaks at buna today was awesomeeee! i act work there for 3 seconds :p hihi, kermit! nti aku 18, aku nk kerja situ k :3 aku dh lulus practical kannn? JYEAHHHH!

ohman, i miss you and you and you :(

SAYA, AFIFAH TAKNAK BALIK SSP KALAU BOLEH. TERIMA KASIH.

love,ffh

lame post

2011-06-06T16:03:00.005+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MOSNTER :D

its already monday! time kt asrama, countdown bila nk balik rumah, time kt rumah, countdown bila KENE balik asrama. urgh. dah dah. buat stress je ckp psl ass ass p ni LOL

ohmygaaaahhhh. im in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with hehehehehe. no other than bigbang! DAYUMN! hahahahahahahaha ok fah eu, eu, eu. oh and comel bila seung ri jealous kt daesung :p hohoho oh and i love snsd :p sooyoung cun la shiaaallll. HAHAHAHAHAHA wtheck. ok dah la. bosan la ckp psl korea nih.

everyone is home curently :3 except for my two sisters :( haih, im the only girl. yadayadayada! oh oh, i haven't finish my homework. guhhhreatttteeehhh. well, ni lah nama je "bajet pandai". biaso, budak ssp mmg cmni. hahahahahaha ok fah.

oi T'S ! bila nk buat comeback neh!? nk kene tgu raya la jwpnnya kan. alahai, yg duk perlis tu, meh balik cpt meh. dtg visit fa kt asrama :3 LOL

knp dgn gmbr? saja, suka suka <3 sbb saya suka gmbr ni XD hahahahaha

love, ffh

my perfect five

2011-06-03T22:16:00.005+08:00

in the name of Allah,

-INTIMATE NOTE-

HELLO MONSTER :D

school holiday almost over, for me. 1 week will be gone, soon :( yeah wtv. so, ive watched intimate note last night since my brother ckp cerita tu best. and hell yeah it wass aweeeesomeeeee. hahaha gelak smpai sakit perut tgk. oh how i wish i could meet them in person (keep on dreamingggggg faaa~)

seungri (vi) - " a part of a group full of hardworking, handsome hyungs who have very good personalities. ive made a mistake once but i wont make it again. in the end, bigbang hyungs i love you "

taeyang - " in the coming year, it will be filled with our strongest energy and truth. also with our pure passion which doesnt fall behind others. thank you, you all "

daesung - " lets continue making great music and become the awesome bigbang "

gdragon - " in the future, we have to unite and be even closer. also continuing to work hard. hyungs will work hard as overall were family. arent we? "

last but not least,

t.o.p - " i wish we can continue to spend time together in the future no matter how long or difficult the road awaiting us. i love u all bigbang, hwaiting! "

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAV POST <3 idc if u dont like it cause i LOVEEEE it >:D <3

love, ffhbigbang!

malaysiahebatwhaattt

2011-06-02T13:14:00.002+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

well, anyone wanna suggest me good songs? :) im bored.
p/s : go bruno mars malaysia! >:)

everyone is different,
why?

love, ffh

goodlifegoodfriends

2011-06-02T12:10:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

ohh geeee. went for a movies yesterday :) potc was aweeeeeeeesomeeeeee :D laki paderi tu hotttttt yg amaaaaatttt *meltsss* hahaha ye laaa. dah lama x tgk wayang kott :p oh and yesterday was like "tudung-sama-style" day hahahahahha pelik siotttt. sumpah skrg dah rasa cm rempit sbb pkai tudung mcm tu. eu. eu. eu.

whats my plan today? nothing. sleep, online, movies and errrr sleep again? hahaha oh yeay! i've watched tangled hehehehe and i want flynn riders so muchhhh :3 wish my life is like a fairytale. haih.

oh, i just found new hot guys for my list :p aaaaaaaaaaaaa. haha thats what happens to me since im in a girl school :p oh atleast, im not a one-type-person. hahahaha get it?.. no?.. okay.
okay boys, u can sing that boyfriend bo-bo-boy friend to me :3

oh and, this is so in my boyfriend to be list :p HAHAHAHHAHAHA so hot so hot so hot hahahahahaha ok fah, enough, thts kindda annoying >:) sorry.

love, ffh

look at you,

2011-05-30T18:02:00.002+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i need new dress,
thank you :)

love,ffh

thats all i need

2011-05-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

in the name of ALLAH,

HELLO MONSTERS :D

first of all,

W.M.ZAAAAAAAAIIIIIIDDDD! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! >:D

im fasting today hehe keco siot -.- satu hari bosan x tahu nk buat apa. nk ke sekolahxde transport, nk ke mcd xde transport, sorry guys. its already mondayyyy. oh no. oh no. wait, fa x plan pape lagi utk holiday ni. crap.

oh, blog fa dah lama x update dgn gmbr bigbang :3 hahahahaha bpok ah, geli siot. lately ni dah x in-to korea sgt~ sume sbb budak2 yg sgt menggelikan tu. over sgt bila minat. rasa cm nk muntah~ btw, fa baru tgk never say never. OMG. i love justin bieber <3 hehehehe. im not a belieber okay x)

p/s : awoooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!

love, ffh.

saywhat?

2011-05-29T17:08:00.003+08:00

in the name of Allah,

hello monster :D

i have no idea how to use this layout! help meeeeee XD

seriously, dont u ever ask me about my new school. i have no idea why i wanted to go to asrama before! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i want my old friends so much :( being a new girl is hard. especially when ur in a girl school -.- i thought my new school is going to be like gossip girls thinggy. pfffftttttt. so not gg at all. more like "WHAT SCHOOL IS THIS?!"

let me tell ya what happens for the past few months,

my first day was okay. my mom je yg hntr, my dad kerja :( its okay. dah lepas pun. went to kj kejap, amik brg and stuffs then pg ssp. then bla bla bla. im in 4 intelek and fa duduk depaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn sekali dlm kelas. jyeah -.-

after a few weeks, i had been dimerit 3 marks SEBAB, pakai kasut dlm kwsn sekolah. yeah wtv.
fa pernah kene tegur sbb pakai socks hitam, anak tudung hitam, kasut kulit bertali and etc. i mean like, anak tudung je kot -.- school rules, yeah wtv. brg fah dah 2 kene rampas and ada satu hampir kene rampas. x pyh la tahu apa~ hahahaha

then, had my monthly test. seriously, xpernah rasa stress gila babun! that was my first time fa stress bagai nk gila. even time pmr pun relax je kot. thts life in ssp. if x success, go die. my results was, yeah wtv.

teacher's day at ssp was fun. fa buat opening dance. not bad for a new girl heyy :) hahahahaha and im in cheer for sapphire. im not sure im staying or not. hate sleeping late and woke up early in the morning -.-

now im home. finally after one month being in a HUGE prison. hahahahahaa and i dont wanna go back to that life (keep dreaming fah -.-)

oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD RIDZWAN <3
have fun and study hard kt german sana yeeepppppp!

happy birthday kt sapa2 punya birthday yg fa xwish. sooorrryy. duk asrama ni fa jd cm x tahu pasal dunia luar -.- org kampung pun kalah. haih,

i'll update later,

love,ffh.

OHIMBACKPEOPLE!

2011-05-29T16:28:00.002+08:00

hello monster! :D

hahahahahahhahahahahahahahah sorrryyyy for not updating XD since komputer rosak, fa jarang online. oh ya. btw, im not a kjians anymore :( just got into a new school on the 29th of march :( im in sekolah seri puteri cyberjaya now. im a sspians. EU hahahaha

got a new layout. tryin to post EVERYTHING before school holiday's ends. urgh, time please please please slow down.

p/s : im happy my blog is ALIVE XD

2011-02-10T16:05:00.001+08:00

SORRY!
MY BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

some thing about them that u never know ;)

2011-02-07T20:44:00.004+08:00

in the name of Allah,

HELLO MONSTERS :D

they are my super duper awesome friends <3
guys, thank u for every single moments and i'll keep all the memories with me
forever :)

have fun in ur new school! :D

me and ts'i

2011-02-07T20:43:00.011+08:00

bismillah,

nua missing! >:(

HELLO MONSTER :D

went to anis's house last tuesday :) arrived around 12 am ahahahaha thx to mizi sbb hntr lol.
waaaaaaaaaaa! rindunyaaaa, act banyak sangat nak cerita tapi cm xde idea nk tulis. haaa, mcm mana tu? HAHAHAHA

so, cuti pun dah habis. anis dah fly to arau boom boom boom~ HAHAHA opee dah pegi ke mrsm (mannnn, im so jealoussss!) and nua dah balik tganu. me? im staying here! x( and aishah ada kt mgs, tah bilaaaaaaa la lagi nk jumpa kann. hmph hope to see u guys soon! :'(

oh and bo and luda, fa mmg xkan lupa kes kt subang parade tu :p AHAHAHAHHAHAHA next time, kita plan dulu before pg mana2 okay? XD

p/s : u guys are awesome! <3>:D hehe

hello is better than goodbye

2011-02-07T20:43:00.010+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

well, i love that day :]

saying goodbye to someone who is always there for me,
it ain't easy,
but i have to,
take care guys <3

p/s : sory to whoever who is not in the pict :\ mls nk upload~

classmates of 2011

2011-01-31T10:34:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i love my classmates,
never failed to make me laugh or atleast smile for one day

i miss 3A and ill be missing 4A :|

oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PN CHONG! :D
thnk u for everything <3 i love u, hihi :3

i am very fragile, baby

2011-01-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

well, hate that i love you.

p/s : im busy e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y okay.

G DRAGON & TOP

2011-01-29T12:49:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

MY FAV DRUGS.
but they are too expensive :}
addicted gila oh

someone tell me how to make a change

2011-01-26T20:54:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

my girlfriends are awesome (Y)

HELLO MONSTER :D

what is wrong with me today? i was in good mood this morning but during recess someone really really really pissed me off. oh yeah, fa nk clear kn sikit - FA-TAK-DPT-SBP-AND-MRSM. puas? i hate when people ask me the same quest for more than twice. cant u see that i hate the "dapat ke tak asrama?" quest? sorry if im being rude. but soalan ni sama mcm korang tnye kt org yg nk dpt straight A tp xdpt. well for me , its the same. so stop asking me the question please.

"eh eh, afifah bgtahu saya dia xdpt asrama"
"oh really? kesiannya, tht mean ur staying lah?"
"haha ckp kesiannya tapi senyum"
"nooo. i smile bcause she's staying but really, kesian dia x dpt asrama. afifah, xdpt ke?"
" em tak. sbp tak, mrsm pun tak"
"oh sorry, kesian you"

stayback for bm and it was boring plus fun. luckily, odah bwk her canon and we had fun :p vain smpai balik (Y) seronok ah HAHAHAHA

i skipped laksamana yesterday and i feel awesome! blame me, idc.

p/s : why cant u understand me?

stop calling

2011-01-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

bismillah,

I'LL GET MY PHONE AFTER CNY
wow, im so happy (Y)

standing in the eyes of the world

2011-01-24T15:02:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

i ada bieber dlm kelas, so x pyh nk membazir duit pg tgk konsert dia okay :p HAHAHA act if dpt pegi best gak! pfffttt. omg, i love justin bieber? (Y) :D

school was okay. fa mcee utk hrni. fuh, setelah lama x buat~ isaac i miss you! *tiba tiba pulak* kt kelas hrni gelak xsudah. alaa, normal lah tu. and yeayy got my name tag today! "fifahkuts" hehe awesomeeeee! :p pape pun hari ni best sgt sbb hw sikit :D ahahaha
okay sumpah dah x tahu nk merepek apa.

anisbo is coming back on cny! yahooooooooooo! and i wanna meet isaac and whoever yg nk lepak dgn fa time cny! thts gonna be awesome! (Y) :p

"my friends are cool"

- j gedik hehe

p/s : say ha ha ha ha ha say la la la la la !

words of wisdom

2011-01-23T21:04:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

forever be my world, will ya?

dayumn, im not going anywhere i guess? is that mean im stuck? wow thts not gooooodddd, at all. still waiting for tkc results. dah mls nk letak hope tinggi cm gunung ledang. i am very very dissapointed. well, im not lucky enough i guess. hmph whatever. tkc, please ;|

sekolah ganti hari sabtu mmg best. and fa rasa hrtu fa sgt bising dlm kelas. singing and dancing in the class time modmaths smpai kene marah XD HAHAHAHA ohhh fir, "i'll be back~" AHAHAHA oh and omg owly, kau sgt kuat hari sabtu hari tuh :B HAHAHAHAHA no more taekwondo for u after this! :p guys, cerita hantuuuu lagiiiii! hahaha
btw, mcd lagiiiiii jom. tinggal seminggu lagi niii.

haih, im so freaking tired. need my phone asap. seriously, rasa nk bom je kedai tu. sabaaar sabaarrrrrr je laaaaaaa.
oh btw, thx guys for today. no more malay movie kt cinema after this, seriously~ geeee.

p/s : MR.G and MR.T makes me high! hehehehe <3 oh and nak headphone mcm tu jugakkkkkk heeee. gedik pulak.

its different now

2011-01-18T18:12:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

cant get you out of my headddd! pleaseeee go.
it hurts everytime i see you. you leave me breathless and never look back.

HELLO MONSTER.

its been 20 days since school started. man, i want holiday. i want my lazy life back. crap.
I HAVENT DONE MY HOMEWORKS. YET. ill do it. sooner or later. or mayb tomorow in class. geee, lazy ass.

im suffering with addmaths. pape la. oh shit. still x bukak buku chem lagi (Y) bgus sgt lah tu. byk benda nk kene study and prepare. hmph, gila la life mcm xbetul skrg ni.

btw, fa x dpt sekberspenhsmhsur :'( sedihnya. still waiting for tkc. please la tkc PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE. kuantan pun boleh, fa sanggup.

aduh, nk lepak mcd lagi la. bosan duk rumah. hahahaha rasanya org yg kerja kt mcd tu pun dah bosan tgk muka ktorang :p AIDON, TUMCA, KERMIT, and ODAH MCD LA JOM :D nti ada yg nk blaahhh da. fa nk chocotop la duh :3 bila nk prosperity lagi ni hehehe kene lepak selalu sebelum 7 feb niii :'(

heheiloveabc

ihategoodbyeSERIOUSLY

2011-01-15T22:08:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

WHATS UP YAW MONSTER :D

okay yesterday was the last day for isaac, syafiq and aiman. gonna miss them especially isaac. hmph well, dah f4 ofcourse ramai yg nk pindah masuk asrama. if dpt buat farewell party would be awesome but everything is too late now. sorry guys.
thank you for everything guys,
take care and have fun in your new school :B
oh btw, take care opee~ :D berbaiklah dgn kwn2 fa kt teknik tu nanti ye. hehe

went to mcd with aida fir kermit and odah. haha mcd is like our second home :p hahahaha thank you firdaus for teaching me addmaths :} hehe finally fa faham la jugak hahaha

oh and congratulations fir and syaza for ur sbp :D man, im so jealous. cepat la posmen ni! hntr surat kt rumah. fa tgu depan pintu! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
please la tkc dgn aida, please please please. thts all i want for now :|

p/s : u are so not in my "like" list anymore!

no sign of despair

2011-01-13T18:29:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

WHTS UP MONSTER?

ohmygahh. im not gonna have my phone by this week. this is really really really really really really really frustrating! "sorry miss, if u want ur phone by this week u need to pay" wtf? DAMN. I WANT MY MONEY BACK!

school was okay. isaac is going to teknik KL same as asniza and opee. wow! mcm ramai je org fa knl pg sana. HAHAHA if fa apply teknik mayb fa kt sana jugak kot LOL anywys, take care guys. im so gonna miss y'all. and fa still x fhm kn syafiq pindah O.o hahaha

okay this year fa x masuk netball. rasa pelik. im in skuasy. haha mmg rasanya x kn dtg ah astaka tu kannn :p mmg rasa nk masuk netball. but tp ada sume junior je ramai kot. aduh, geng netball suma dh masuk olahraga. xpe laaaa :)

BO, I MISS YOU LIKE THHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MUCH. i miss you so much :'(

p/s : im looking at you everyday if u dont notice, sigh

singing knock out by gd&top with aida makes me go woooooooooooooooo!

im living a normal life

2011-01-12T21:56:00.004+08:00

bismillah,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY OPEEE! :D

cepat sungguh bday. haha neway, may Allah bless you and all the best for everything okay! ;)

uhh, semakin lama semakin rindu aku pada cuti sekolah XD haha ye la kann, skrg ni ptg x leh tgk tv, mlm x leh tdo lmbt lps tu x boleh nk online selalu. GAHHHH! homework satu subjek satu essei. ADOI. gila betul, rasa nk balik f3. urgh.

okay, the 4 subjects yg baru belajar tu so far OKAY la jugak. but chem, ktorang xde cikgu for one month :O so kene study sendiri~ WOOO. addmaths boleh la. kalau dpt jwb, sume cm "eleh addmaths sng" bila x dpt jwb "ADDMATHS SUSAH DO" hahahaha. fizik, hmmm. mcm tu lah. bio, haaaaaa mcm tu jugak lah :p HAHAHA

so, fa dh xde cerita~ homework yg byk tu xsiap lagi :p well, thats normal kan haha ohmygah. and im waiting for my asrama results. tkc please :(

p/s : everythings change.

soryyimbusy

2011-01-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

wow! gila berzaman fa x update blog :O HOHOHO. fa pun x tahu nk update apa.
sekolah okay je. homework je x okay. well, biasalah tu kan :) oh man, i miss 3A.
eh bosannya life x de phone. phone masuk hospital, sakit :'( lagi 3 hari dapat lah balik. YAHOOO!

OMG. lagu GD&TOP makes me go high! wooo! cant stop smiling :p
high high im so high! ha-ha-ha say la-la-la-la-la :p
guys, I LOVE YOU <3

Ya Allah, tolong lah permohonan diterima :S

p/s : looking at you is like looking at a strangers :|

i wont let you fall

2011-01-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

WHATS UP YAW MONSTER? :D

its the first day of school and everything was okayy, i guess? new classmates, new teacher, new subjects. pfffttt :p hahaha and my class teacher is pn norita :3
so this year, ketua kelas ofcourse la syahmiii intan payung bob :p HAHAHAH and guess who's our penolong? LOL its aidaaaaaaaa :D :D HAHAHA for the first time fa tgk dia pegang jwtn and i hope she's okay with it :)

this year x duduk tepi damia :'( kepeng ni jebon betul la. syaza is next to me this year :p dia ada azam baru. hahahah harap2 fa x jd org yg dia ptut kejutkan everyday sbb dia kn dh ada azam skrg LOL

anywys, hari ni last day as kt kj. she's going to teknik tomorow :( i wonder why i didnt cry today. hmph. pape pun, lepas ni fa dah xde kwn nk stayback sama2 utk buat kerja :( fa dah xde kwn nk tolong fa buat kerja :( fa dh xde kwn utk pape la psl pengawas :( kau ni pun, nk blah tu tgu la aku pun dpt twrn. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'( thank you for everything asniza :') all the best and belajar rajin2 okay! :D
ill put my picture with u after komputer dah okay :)

so, everything is going okay so far. i hope 4A is going to be awesome :} but seriously, i really2 miss my old classmates! :|

p/s : thank you very much UNCLE RAHIM! May Alllah bless you!

im leaving the old me behind

2011-01-01T21:53:00.003+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER(s) :D

SAY HELLO TO THE NEW AFIFAH YAWW :D

omg, its already 2011? and im already 15? im not dreaming am i? okay whatever. wow. time flies so fast. im in form 4 now. err, great? wohoooo. im gonna start learning add maths, bio, kimia, fizik and etc? HAHAHAHAHA G.R.E.A.T kann? yeahh.
should i be excited or scared? :B

uh next morning i need to wake up early! oh noooo! gahhh. thats not a problem to me at all :p haha saja je ckp sbb semua org complain mcm tu XD hahahaha! hmph, one thing je x suka. esok ada perhimpunan. nabilah, tolong dtg awal, aku x nk jd mc (HAHAHAHA kejam gilaa aku) -.- SUMPAH XDE MOOD. need to settle sume pngws utk perhimpunan sbb ramai x dtg meeting.

em, so lepas ni x boleh la nk online everyday. xboleh la nk ber-facebook everyday. x boleh la nk ber-blogger everyday :( and yg paling x best, need to sleep early and no more staying up till late night. no more watching-bigbang-till-late-night! :'(

oh neway, thank you very much anis aisyah for the presents :D i really really miss you! A LOT OKAY. waaaaaaaaa! fa nk anis kt sini. tp anis x boleh balik sbb anis kene belajar kt sanaaaa. tgu fone fa repair. kita text everynight okaaayyy. ohmygahh. rasa anis cm jauh gila (okay mmg jauh pun :p) hahaha anywys, take care okay! i miss you every single day :'( fa nk start sekolah dah, lepas ni dua2 busy. hmph. life must go on kan? balik KL cny nanti! ill be waiting for you!

cant wait to meet my classmates! gee, im excited? ohmygahhh. okay, be strong fah. hello smkkj -.- hoho, bilaaa la nk pindah niiii? :O

p/s : im stuck with you i guess? screw you!

another year pass by

2010-12-31T22:03:00.006+08:00

bismillah,

HELLO MONSTER :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IQBAL GEDIK :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIQ :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA :D

okay 2010 is not a great year for me. mayb sebab pmr kot. byk sgt stress. but its okay :}
well lets see. first day of school me and sya came a bit late :p our class teacher is pn rafizah and dia pun cikgu seni ktorang. she's not the type who like to scream and yell to everyone. she's a very very patient teacher which is good :)

our math teacher is pn chew (damn i miss her!). but on the 12 of july, dpt ckgu math baru bcause she retired :( after tukar ckgu baru, fa punya maths cm down gila. hmph. then, trials bulan august. ktorang duduk dlm dewan and time tu tgh puasa so jadual pack sangat! still igt lagi, fa dpt seat depan sekali! crap. ni la exam paling bosan dlm hidup hahahaha sbb xdpt borak dgn kwn :p

we got our pra-pmr which is so freaking boring and sumpah buang masa on september. then, the real pmr start bulan 10 :| fa punya tempat belakang damia :} and im in 5c. oh aida, fa still igt pasal paper maths tu hahahahahahahahaha ohmygahh! XD last day of pmr was like the-best-day-ever! hahaha went to mcd to celebrate :p

went to terengganu for one week. so, fa cuti sekolah awal 2 minggu :p hehehe and fa still x amik buku teks f4. im so dead on monday! sorry pn rajoo :|
on 3rd december, amik ujian mrsm dekat kmb. thank you so much abg farhat :) then, 4 dec ada greading utk taekwondo. fa ada salah sikit -.- aduhai. celebrated my 15th birthday with my family :) and on the 23rd, results pmr keluar :)

mayb next year ramai yang pindah. im so gonna miss you guys! thank you for being my awesome friends and classmates :) :) :)
oh and to all my seniors, you guys are the best! :) seriously, im gonna miss u guys. goodluck and all the best in college and whatever yg korang buat. thank you for everything. i guess i have to stand on my own now. (stop acting like a baby, fah!)

so basically, tu je yg fa igt. oh and yg paling best this year, duduk tepi damia dlm kelas and main belon kt belakang kelas :} hahahaha
so, CONGRATULATIONS TO DAMIA AND SYAHMI sebab jadi ketua and penolong kelas paling comel hahahaha (ok dah merepek pulak)

my 2011 resolutions
-being a good girl :}
-get closer to Allah :)
-enjoy life!
-study smart!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
hello 2011, goodbye 2010!